the gift of sadness – Rilke

Crescent Beach, December 2016

If it were possible for us to see further than our knowledge reaches, and a little beyond the outworks of our intuitions, perhaps we should then bear our sadnesses with greater assurance than our joys. For they are the moments when something new enters into us, something unknown to us; our feelings, shy and inhibited, fall silent, everything in us withdraws, a stillness settles on us, and at the centre of it is the new presence that nobody yet knows, making no sound.

Rainer Maria Rilke


    love for what is slight – Rilke


    If you hold close to nature, to what is simple in it, to the small things people hardly see and which all of a sudden can become great and immeasurable; if you have this love for what is slight, and quite unassumingly, as a servant, seek to win the confidence of what seems poor – then everything will grow easier, more unified and somehow more conciliatory, not perhaps in the intellect, which, amazed, remains a step behind, but in your deepest consciousness, watchfulness and knowledge.


    Rainer Maria Rilke, Letters to a Young Poet

    The kings of the world…

    The kings of the world are growing old,
    and they shall have no inheritors.
    Their sons died while they were boys,
    and their neurasthenic daughters abandoned
    the sick crown to the mob.

    The mob breaks it into tiny bits of gold.
    The Lord of the World, master of the age,
    melts them in fire into machines,
    which do his orders with low growls;
    but luck is not on their side.

    The ore feels homesick. It wants to abandon
    the minting houses and the wheels
    that offer it such a meager life.
    And out of factories and payroll boxes
    it wants to go back into the veins
    of the thrown-open mountain,
    which will close again behind it.

    – Rilke

    I Love The Dark Hours by Rainer Maria Rilke

    I love the dark hours of my being.

    My mind deepens into them.

    There I can find, as in old letters,
    the days of my life, already lived,
    and held like a legend, and understood.

    Then the knowing comes: I can open
    to another life that’s wide and timeless.

    So I am sometimes like a tree
    rustling over a grave
    and making real the dream
    of the one its living roots embrace:

    a dream once lost
    among sorrows and songs.

    sometimes a man – Rilke

    Sometimes a man stands up during supper and walks outdoors, and keeps on walking, because of a church that stands somewhere in the East.

    And his children say blessings on him as if he were dead.

    And another man, who remains inside his own house, stays there, inside the dishes and the glasses, so that his children have to go far out into the world toward that same church, which he forgot.

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    live the questions

    Be patient toward all that is unsolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves…. Do not now seek the answers, which cannot be given you because you would not be able to live them. And the point is, to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps then you will gradually, without noticing it, live along some distant day into the answer. – Rilke, from Letters to a Young Poet

    Evening by Rainer Maria Rilke


    The sky puts on the darkening blue coat
    held for it by a row of ancient trees;
    you watch: and the lands grow distant in your sight,
    one journeying to heaven, one that falls;

    and leave you, not at home in either one,
    not quite so still and dark as the darkened houses,
    not calling to eternity with the passion of what becomes a star each night, and rises;

    and leave you (inexpressibly to unravel)
    your life, with its immensity and fear,
    so that, now bounded, now immeasurable,
    it is alternately stone in you and star.

    Translated by Stephen Mitchell

    I believe in all that has never yet been spoken – Rainer Maria Rilke

    I believe in all that has never yet been spoken.
    I want to free what waits within me
    so that what no one has dared to wish for
    may for once spring clear
    without my contriving.

    If this is arrogant, God, forgive me,
    but this is what I need to say.
    May what I do flow from me like a river,
    no forcing and no holding back,
    the way it is with children.

    Then in these swelling and ebbing currents,
    these deepening tides moving out, returning,
    I will sing you as no one ever has,
    streaming through widening channels
    into the open sea.

    Rainer Maria Rilke, Rilke’s Book of Hours: Love Poems to God
    (Translated by Anita Barrows and Joanna Macy)

    Pont du Carrousel – Rainer Maria Rilke (translated by Robert Bly)

    That blind man, standing on the bridge, as gray
    as some abandoned empire’s boundary stone,
    perhaps he is the one thing that never shifts,
    around which the stars move in their hours,
    and the motionless hub of the constellations.
    For the city drifts and rushes and struts around him.

    He is the just man, the immovable
    set down here in many tangled streets;
    the dark opening to the underworld
    among a superficial generation.

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    Sunset – Rilke (trans. Robert Bly)

    Slowly the west reaches for clothes of new colors
    which it passes to a row of ancient trees.
    You look, and soon these two worlds both leave you,
    one part climbs toward heaven, one sinks to earth,

    leaving you, not really belonging to either,
    not so hopelessly dark as that house that is silent,
    not so unswervingly given to the eternal as that thing
    that turns to a star each night and climbs –

    leaving you (it is impossible to untangle the threads)
    your own life, timid and standing high and growing,
    so that, sometimes blocked in, sometimes reaching out,
    one moment your life is a stone in you, and the next, a star.